If only everyday is a special day
special in it's own way
that makes me happy
and make me hope that everyday
is today

It's private
and I'm happy

It was fun today:)
and I remember that part
when my mom missed that IKEA exit
twice
*laughs*

and dad,
I miss you.

The crazy things that bloggers do
-sunday times, 13 April 2008
Reports of the deaths highlighted the dangers of the blogging life,
paticulary the stress created by the round the clock internet economy
that demands a constant stream of news and comment
Ask yourself,
Do you find yourself having the urge to blog at the strangest places and times?
me-yes, often
Do you feel the stress to beat fellow bloggers in coming up with the wittest post or the fastest response to a piece of news?
yes-like duh? what am I doing now?

If I must be scorpio
I'd be a different one

why can she have pets
when I can't
Life is just so unfair.

I went through their blogs
and ironically
I feel that
they rock
again.

It has been 3 months and 9 days
since January the first
I tried very, very hard to fit in
and when I finally did
my life was ruined

I've always thought that at least
I still have you guys
who will stand by me
because you seem to treat me the best
and make my day:)
but now it seems...
I have been reading my daily reflections
and I wonder why, there is only one happy day in my life
and that was when we played and played TOGETHER.
but now it seems
it's only
me-alone.
I hate those eyes
they push me to corner and leave me there,
implying something that I hate.
We've known each other since i joined
maybe it was'nt long enough for you to place your trust in me
like how i do to you.
I don't know how to react
whether to smile or cry
smile because I've been such a fool
to have bonded with you so much
cry because I have no way to prove my innocence
only, to say I did not do it

My ruined life starts here
with fear
I tried so hard
and no matter
what i say
you'd let it pass
I know it's not possible that you'd believe me
I know, in your hearts
you have an answer already
and already sentenced me to the gallows
without an appeal chance
Sometimes, I wonder, is this what I want
I long and crave for your trust and friendship,
but it seems i'd never get it.
Never and Ever.

but I'll always
thank you




This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

That basketball gathering was my first
and it totally blew me off

The speech of yours made me want to cry

although it was just 3 months

with you

I have'nt got permission to put these,

so I'm not going to put a lot.

you guys rock.