Merry Christmas Everyone

1 more day.
It seems like I've been waiting for this day for a year.
But when it finally came
I'm not excited.

I just wish to quit.
Those tongues I hate.

I want to have FUN!
Allow me to rock your world.
*laughs*
Anyway, I miss 6/1-07
I wonder how many do.














I remember when you guys don't let me join
and yet I stubbornly refuse to walk away
Defeated.
Anyway, today's menu is...
I survived a Japanese Game Show.
I am so excited.
LOL.
Oh, I remember I was the last to know what LOL meant.
When even the juniors were saying it,
I was asking Fang Sin,
what is LOL?
*laughs*
Smile Brightly.
May each day be a happy day.

She's happy with the life she's having
and this is the life she had been craving
A Happy One.

Phew.
I'm back to blog again.

Seems like I can never quit it.
Never.

It's CA2 again
Crap.
I can't help but waste my time,
refusing to study.
I guess it's still considered as studying if I use 30 minutes to study,
and the rest of the day to play.
Gosh, I feel so guilty.

yes, i'm jealous

It seems as if I'm at home
I seriously need something-play.

Happy Father's Day
Dad, you are loved.

I think I am taller
and that is a great achievement.

I can't seem to accept the cruel truth
I just want to go on living
in my wonderful fantasy land

Thanks Jingyi,
for making my day :)

I don't care.
I'm going to improve my basketball skills.
and that is FINAL.

I failed my math
again
I tried so hard
but...
Anyway, basketball was FUN
okay, tough & fun
esp. that part when they trusted me
to go represent the team
Ain't it sweet?

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Ain't it nice?

Wow.
It's over
and like finally?

Found out that many people read my blog.
because they were like,
let me read your blog will you?
ah, I feel so touched.

If only everyday is a special day
special in it's own way
that makes me happy
and make me hope that everyday
is today

It's private
and I'm happy

It was fun today:)
and I remember that part
when my mom missed that IKEA exit
twice
*laughs*

and dad,
I miss you.

The crazy things that bloggers do
-sunday times, 13 April 2008
Reports of the deaths highlighted the dangers of the blogging life,
paticulary the stress created by the round the clock internet economy
that demands a constant stream of news and comment
Ask yourself,
Do you find yourself having the urge to blog at the strangest places and times?
me-yes, often
Do you feel the stress to beat fellow bloggers in coming up with the wittest post or the fastest response to a piece of news?
yes-like duh? what am I doing now?

If I must be scorpio
I'd be a different one

why can she have pets
when I can't
Life is just so unfair.

I went through their blogs
and ironically
I feel that
they rock
again.

It has been 3 months and 9 days
since January the first
I tried very, very hard to fit in
and when I finally did
my life was ruined

I've always thought that at least
I still have you guys
who will stand by me
because you seem to treat me the best
and make my day:)
but now it seems...
I have been reading my daily reflections
and I wonder why, there is only one happy day in my life
and that was when we played and played TOGETHER.
but now it seems
it's only
me-alone.
I hate those eyes
they push me to corner and leave me there,
implying something that I hate.
We've known each other since i joined
maybe it was'nt long enough for you to place your trust in me
like how i do to you.
I don't know how to react
whether to smile or cry
smile because I've been such a fool
to have bonded with you so much
cry because I have no way to prove my innocence
only, to say I did not do it

My ruined life starts here
with fear
I tried so hard
and no matter
what i say
you'd let it pass
I know it's not possible that you'd believe me
I know, in your hearts
you have an answer already
and already sentenced me to the gallows
without an appeal chance
Sometimes, I wonder, is this what I want
I long and crave for your trust and friendship,
but it seems i'd never get it.
Never and Ever.

but I'll always
thank you




This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

That basketball gathering was my first
and it totally blew me off

The speech of yours made me want to cry

although it was just 3 months

with you

I have'nt got permission to put these,

so I'm not going to put a lot.

you guys rock.

"My only strength and stay: forlorn of thee, whither shall I betake me, where subsist?"
John Milton Paradise Lost

Of Man's first disobedience, and the fruit
Of that forbidden tree whose mortal taste
Brought death into the World, and all our woe,
With loss of Eden, till one greater Man
Restore us, and regain the blissful seat,
Sing, Heavenly Muse, that, on the secret top
Of Oreb, or of Sinai, didst inspire
-John Milton Paradise Lost
Gosh, I love this

She gazed at him
with forlorn eyes
They were so close
yet so far apart
A tear fell from her eyes
as she realised that
It was meant to be a dream

I am so pissed off.

I suddenly remember this phrase
a phrase which i have long forgotten,
I wish, I wish with all my heart to fly with dragons in a land apart
-dragon tales

CAMP IS OVER
It has been eventful, rlly.
and I remember that part
when we stared at each other
and jumped when I saw you

3 more hours
till I'm officially off for camp

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land
Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

-starry starry night
a very meaningful song

How i wonder
and reminisce
about the times
when we were young
and small
so ignorant we were
so happy were we

Great
this is like my worst nightmare
I lost my hand phone
and i cried hard
really hard
and to whoever who took it,
please be a good Samaritan and return it
thanks

Yes, I made things right today
and like, finally?
Anyway, cross country's tommorow
GREAT
day after the basketball training
i got back my results
and i'm starting to hate english

He had been there
all alone
with no one to accompany
no one to hold
yet the smile always belongs to him
and nobody could rip him of it
as he knew with wisdom
he was not alone
and that happiness
had always been there for him

I am not one who was born in the possession of knowledge;
I am one who is fond of antiquity,
and earnest in seeking it there
-Confucius

CRAP TALK
I decided to post again
since the invisible force of the computer
keeps drawing me near it
and the intensity is so great
that i could'nt resist it

A hand reaches up
The other embraces it gently
Brushing the soft and tender skin
The papa grins
and the creases slowly fade away
He bent his hardened back
and whispered in her ear
"you're the best thing that's ever happened to me"

LSJ!
You watch out for hanging up on me on MSN.
Just you wait!

Friday. (29th Feb-Leap year)
This week is so freaking me out?
Man, why isn't today the last day of school?
Anyway,
Basketball was fun.
It's like we totally slack for once?
After gym, everybody crowded around to play true or dare.
*not training*
and coach did'nt know.
and a piece of news made me ecstatic:
I passed my mathematics test.
and i love this feeling.

To Siying:
Please don't talk emo anymore.
P.S: I think you're a good person.

A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new
- albert einstein

Love is patient and kind
never jealous or envious
never boastful or proud

Hey.

back from malaysia.

It was boring

and ironically,

i did'nt want to come back.

rlly. S'pore's too stressful for a young girl like me

*laughs*

Anyway, I saw my nephew.
surprisingly, at the age of 12 barely 13,

I'm an aunt.

and he was like so small?

and of course cute

My sis pointed out that his nostrils

were barely the size of my little finger.

Everyone posseses strengths and weaknesses,
it's how you manage them that counts.

This is my first post
I'm supposed to post something that is inspirational
but i can't think of anything.
So, too bad.