"My only strength and stay: forlorn of thee, whither shall I betake me, where subsist?"
John Milton Paradise Lost

Of Man's first disobedience, and the fruit
Of that forbidden tree whose mortal taste
Brought death into the World, and all our woe,
With loss of Eden, till one greater Man
Restore us, and regain the blissful seat,
Sing, Heavenly Muse, that, on the secret top
Of Oreb, or of Sinai, didst inspire
-John Milton Paradise Lost
Gosh, I love this

She gazed at him
with forlorn eyes
They were so close
yet so far apart
A tear fell from her eyes
as she realised that
It was meant to be a dream

I am so pissed off.

I suddenly remember this phrase
a phrase which i have long forgotten,
I wish, I wish with all my heart to fly with dragons in a land apart
-dragon tales

CAMP IS OVER
It has been eventful, rlly.
and I remember that part
when we stared at each other
and jumped when I saw you

3 more hours
till I'm officially off for camp

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land
Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

-starry starry night
a very meaningful song

How i wonder
and reminisce
about the times
when we were young
and small
so ignorant we were
so happy were we

Great
this is like my worst nightmare
I lost my hand phone
and i cried hard
really hard
and to whoever who took it,
please be a good Samaritan and return it
thanks

Yes, I made things right today
and like, finally?
Anyway, cross country's tommorow
GREAT
day after the basketball training
i got back my results
and i'm starting to hate english

He had been there
all alone
with no one to accompany
no one to hold
yet the smile always belongs to him
and nobody could rip him of it
as he knew with wisdom
he was not alone
and that happiness
had always been there for him

I am not one who was born in the possession of knowledge;
I am one who is fond of antiquity,
and earnest in seeking it there
-Confucius

CRAP TALK
I decided to post again
since the invisible force of the computer
keeps drawing me near it
and the intensity is so great
that i could'nt resist it

A hand reaches up
The other embraces it gently
Brushing the soft and tender skin
The papa grins
and the creases slowly fade away
He bent his hardened back
and whispered in her ear
"you're the best thing that's ever happened to me"

LSJ!
You watch out for hanging up on me on MSN.
Just you wait!

Friday. (29th Feb-Leap year)
This week is so freaking me out?
Man, why isn't today the last day of school?
Anyway,
Basketball was fun.
It's like we totally slack for once?
After gym, everybody crowded around to play true or dare.
*not training*
and coach did'nt know.
and a piece of news made me ecstatic:
I passed my mathematics test.
and i love this feeling.

To Siying:
Please don't talk emo anymore.
P.S: I think you're a good person.

A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new
- albert einstein